2 dozen

so this is gonna be my last day being 24.
when i was younger (ehm, yes i am a little old now. happy?) i used to think that when i reach the age 25, i already become a mature working woman, wearing work attire : pencil skirt, boring shirt, and shitty heels, become a boring adult who talks about economy and politics, reading newspaper while sipping a cup of coffee in the morning. probably already married. with kids. probably.

guess what?
none of em happens. hahaha. except for the part that i become a mature working woman *ahem*.
but i am happy with my life and enjoying every minute of it. (well, not all of it, but you get the point lah.)
i am thankful for whatever i have right now. i have a great family, great friends, handsome level infinite boyfriend (hahaha), a great job, a pretty good health (except for the flu, i never had any other health problem so that's good ) and the list goes on and on.

so to end this post, here is my last camho pic (not photoshopped!) as a 24 yo pretty woman with ombre hair. *aheyhey*
(trying this new eyeshadow palette called comfort zone from wet and wild , which i think you cant really see in the pic. but the palette was pretty awesome!)

hello december!

december has always been my favorite month of the year. always filled of joy and happiness :)
i hope this december brings a lot of joy to everybody reading this. (or not) and a lot of blessing.

so to start this beautiful month..
here i present you.. a not so pretty picture of me. in the office's toilet. wearing crazy layered clothes. cos it's been cold lately. haha ;)

expecting!

i have this weird habit ever since uni. i start giving myself a present on my birthday. (or any other day when i feel extra special). and not just me, my lil sis also do the same thing.

and as for this year, since it's gonna be my 25th birthday, i am gonna reward myself with an ultra mega special present :

*drumroll*

yes. it's the awesome Samsung Galaxy SIII. yay.

it's a little too big for my liking. i like SII better in shape and size wise.. this is too.. girly? but they didn't produce SII anymore, replaced by SIII. so yeah..
decided to get it cos my current phone is always running out of internal memory lately, and i have to keep deleting apps and some of my data. and, it's really hard to camwhore cos it didn't have any front cam, so expect a lot of camwhoring pic after i got this baby. :3

ehm, so anyways..

i told this to bf a while ago. that i want to get a new phone, as a present for myself. and he laughed. he said that i sound so pathetic and forever alone. T_T


forever alone guy

and now i realized... that it's really pathetic. =___="

Project WIP

currently working on a fun sunday school Christmas project, and slowly making progress.

here's a sneak peek! :)

character illustration

and i think i am gonna hit the bed, cos i am tired and it's already 12.50 am. and i gotta go to work tommorrow. so WISH ME LUCK!

random things he says

one of the things i like about my boyfriend is, because he's so random sometimes, and he would say random things.

exhibit 1:
last Thursday i accompanied him to work, it's supposed to be a public holiday here in Indonesia (i think it's Islamic new year) but boohoo, he had to work, and he asked me to join him and after that we're going to see Wreck It Ralph (which was an awesome movie, btw). On holiday like that he usually just dress casually to work, even using flip-flops. but not today! he told me on bbm that he wore office attires. and when he picked me up at home, i asked him
me : " why did you dress so nice today? isn't today a holiday?"
him: " i dont know, but i wanna feel handsome today. "
me : "... oh well you do look really good today "

exhibit 2:
we're going to a friend's wedding party a couple of week ago, this conv happened a couple of days before the party.
note: my boyfriend hates when i wear anything revealing. (he always complains whenever i wore a t shirt that's a lil bit lowcut)
me : " what should i wear? "
him : " well i don't know, but please don't wear kemben " (kemben = strapless dress)
me : " why not? " ( i was expecting answers like.. it's too revealing and everybody's gonna see your boobs, or something like that )
him : " well, cos you lost your weight so if you wear it, it might fall off.. "
me : *laughing*


and since it's a random post, here's a random video

inappropriate

i am not a skinny girl, i have curves here and there. i think ever since puberty i've never been skinny. i used to be really2 skinny when i was a little kid, but then i have no idea how i got big so fast. lol. and one thing that keep bugging me is this one question that everybody love to ask every time they meet me.

" did you gain weight? "

you know, I REALLY HATE this kind of question. i always thought that this is a really inappropriate question to ask. and people may not realized this and thought "oh come on it's just a simple question, why are you making such a big deal out of it?", but let me tell you something.. for some people, it hurts their feeling. and i am a part of that-some-people. i tried my best not to ask this question whenever i meet my friends, or family.

yesterday during a party, one of my cousin ask me the exact question, the moment he saw me, trying to make a conversation, i supposed. and i was like " no lah. " and i left him, and then i saw his father look at him with this oh-no-dont-ask-that-question kind of look. if i did gain my weight, it's none of your business anyway. you're not my doctor, or my personal trainer. so fug off.

random conversation

a random conversation between me, and a friend (name censored for privacy) who plans to go to Bali and ask me some stuff. and then.. this unbelievable convo happens

me: lo cobain makan di seminyak deh
x : seminyak apa tuh?
me : resto italia, namanya ultimo
me : di daerah seminyak, Bali
x : makanannya barat2 gt ya?
me : .....
me : italian.

oh hello there

lately during spare time at work i've been "busy" blogwalking and forgot that i actually have my own blog.
soo.. today i am gonna fill in another rubbish post here. and maybe do some layout changes

i just randomly browse my old post and and oh my goodness i just embarrassed myself. =_="
damn it younger me.

so just a quick update on my life timeline.
life's been treating me pretty well, i still work for the same company since almost a year ago (this October remarks my 1 year working here. yay!), having my 4th anniversary with mr. boyfriend, watching L'Arc~en~Ciel LIVE!!! FRONT ROW!!! (oh-my-gosh i am so excited.), having a getaway to Bali earlier this August and last.. getting my hair dyed.

and since this post is really short, i am just gonna share some of my current favorite singer, enjoy!

between tempe and salt

tempe image from here

this random conversation with bf happened during lunch today (via blackberry messenger)

and i told him that my fried tempe that i brought from home was bland. it needs more salt. 

and then..

w: tempe ga boleh ks garem kali..

g: hah? kata siapa? kenapa?

w: nanti asinnnnn.

g : ......

he's.. unpredictable sometimes..

the dragon and the weird-magical-brow-shape-bunny

mr.dragon boyfriend and cutie bunny me. :P (in case anyone wonder, it's our chinese zodiac.)

and some random conversation today

awesome brow trimming lady at the salon:
" alis kamu ini bentuknya aneh bin ajaib.. "

monstaaa

my entry for pictogram :D
this week's theme is MONSTER
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